Monday, June 21, 2010

I Am Looking At

I am looking at the sky. The light clouds are just fading as the sun gets ready to set. It is the first day of Summer and the air has been hot as ever telling everyone that its finally time to be this hot. I am looking at the trees which are beautiful green colros and are all over the court yard below the library. Teh court yard has abandoned chairs and noone is down there now. I am looking at the desk in front of me. Its a nice desk and I really enjoy sitting in these seats. I am glad to be here and I am happy that I am having a good time online. After all last week was crappy. I am looking at the computer as I type simple words for simple souls to enjoy and savor the moment. I am looking at a cookie only half eaten, I am so hungry now. I havent eaten lunch for hours but we only snack when we are online. I am looking at my book that I got that exercise from so that I can write such wonderful things and think about them deeply. I am looking at my wallet its a Kerokerokeroppi if you can believe it. That silly frog from the 80s that came out from Sanrio and I dont believe is out anymore. I have to come to love this little wallet from my childhood as it fits perfectly in my summer shorts. I am looking at my water I am considering if I should drink it all now or keep it for the next hour we are here for. I am looking at my celeb updates notebook. I know I have a lot to do before we leave today and we arent going online again till Wednesday so I need to get some stuff done before we go. I am looking at my pink bag and wondering why I abuse it so. Why do I stuff it so full and not use nearly anything in it. I am looking at my phone which has a very full inbox. I am wondering why it keeps dying so easily not as easily as before but very close and its so annoying truly. I am looking at my watch to realize it has only been a few minutes and I dont know what else to look at. Some time to do so, so now I am looking at my sister who is watching a youtube video next to me. I can hear the music playing and I know its something she is watching she wants to see it. Her computer is behaving okay which is a good thing isnt it. I am looking at this guy in a red shirt. He is filling out some paperwork. He was just talking to the lady over at the reference desk. I am looking at our friend who works here who is chatting with the lady at the reference desk, I think everyone is bored and ready to go home and they dont close for over another hour. Now I am looking at the degrees from my weather bug and it says its 94 and I realize at nearly 8pm this first day of summer its another hot one indeed. I am looking at the empty desk for the computers next to us and wondering why its so not busy here. I just looked at the people sitting at the other desk and realized that there are actually people online just not in this area. I am thankful for the quiet that this room has to it. No music I dont like, nothing horrible too much. Just silence of the library which is so nice. Now I'm looking at the sour patch kids wondering if I should eat another one soon as I finish my cookie which I really want to eat but can not do so. I am looking at the cookie again and have decided to eat it. Now its in my mouth, I am not looking at it anymore and I am glad. I am looking at my foot, I was worried just now that I may turn off the wire thing one last time by accident. Why did I do that last time. I am looking at my phone again thinking about my dad who just got out of surgery a few hrs ago and mom might call me again with updates. I am just glad he is okay and will be awake soon. It makes me recall my surgery in 1999 not a fun thing. I have looked at my watch now and realize that in looking at things I have looked around a lot. In these past 10 mint I have only prooved my ADD is active and well for I am supposed to be looking at one thing only and have looked at many things instead.

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